What am I?

It's really funny to imagine what I am?  So many labels that others try to fit you into but are those really the labels that you identify with?  Well to be honest everyone sits down at some point and asks themselves if the way others feel about them is really how they are.  I still play this game with myself at times but it only makes me laugh because I've already done everything and there really isn't too much more to experience other than what I really don't want to.  Has anyone ever ask themselves honestly what feels good, then compared that to what feels right?  Play with that over and over on every level...you just might get answers to inner questions that you never knew existed.  Sexuality can be amazing when you are exploring true sensations that you inwardly desire but can feel terrible when you are experiencing pleasure solely through the mind's desire.  What I mean is there are pleasure on many levels and when you dive into the heart you can experience more heightened experiences.  This can even be with close friends but for many people they can't handle this complexity because they need to label things just to understand them.  There are other levels of pleasure as well.  There are sexual encounters that give you power or make you feel empowered.  At these moments you might not even understand why you are attracted to a person but you seem to receive something uplifting from your crossing moments.  If you are someone that wants it all, like me, it's going to take some time and I recommend not sleeping with everyone to find that ultimate sensation.  Perfection for me is the mind's desire incorporated with the pleasure from the compassion of the heart entwined with the magnetic influence of being empower by an individual...RARE...these pleasure are like soul mate pleasures.  Regardless it's a good idea to learn about your pleasures beyond what you should feel and to understand the depth of what am I really feeling.